Thursday, August 6, 2009

MY INVINCIBLE, INVISBLE LIFE




I used to write blogs back in multiply.com, until the day my freedom of expression was halted and questioned by someone I thought I loved - someone who can't seem to accept the reality of his demonic behaviour. Talk about death threats and blackmail.

Anyway, I'm back.

My so-called life is expressed mostly in three sorts: drama, comedy, and as though it had its own genre, sarcasm. Though I was exposed to the likes of Anne Rice (Vampire Chronicles), Sidney Sheldon (If Tomorrow Comes), and Nicolas Sparks (A Walk to Remember) in my formative years, I was greatly influenced (in writing, at least) by Louie Cano (Brusko Pink) and Jessica Zafra (Twisted).

In every chance I get, I wrote.

My life can be characterized as invincible - unassailable in many ways, but remains indiscernible or invisible even to those around me. Perhaps its better that way - I cannot sustain a life pleasing others. I cannot live a life saying yes and empty promises just to keep a circle around me. I cannot say things I don't mean to say just because everybody says it. I cannot be not me.

I may be invisible - but I remain invincible.


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